When Say Good-bye

Alone x 85

2006-07-17T05:12:26Z

have you ever had that feeling that you aren't loved? like besides your family and stuff? I know my friends love me and so does my family, but that's not the only love i want. It seems that since al got here, i've been feeling more lonely than any other time in my life. i'm seriously alone x 85! and when i try to say something to a friend about it, it's useless! they don't really understand and that hurts.

i don't want al to leave, for lauren's sake. she'll be heart broken to say the least. they're made for each other! and i don't want lauren to be sad. expecially because she's coming on vacation with me. i don't want to have to deal with a mopey pissed and just miserable lauren the whole time!

O! going back to the lonely thing! i'm like crush-proof! no one has had a crush on me, besides bobby the crazy stalker... (ew. for real.) danielle has gotten the attenion of this girl i like. and it bothers me cuz she got the attention of the guy i liked too! and it fucking sux for me!

*emos*
nina sakura

organicwings @ 2006-07-15T16:00:00

2006-07-15T20:04:40Z

um... i'm bored. Lauren's friend from England came this week. They are soo cute! Some day, they're gunna get married and have cute baby Lil' Laurens! If lauren found out I said that... I'm ded. For real! Um... I dunno. I'm kinda not in a good mood and I realised that I really am heartless so I should change that about myself. It's not gunna be easy. I also kinda wish I had some friends that actually used LJ. I have one friend but she's like never on any way! It doesn't really matter. OMG so yesterday Lauren and I got stuck in the middle of a highway in the rain in see-through t-shirts. It was bad... um... nothing else then I guess...

XOX
NINA SAKURA

School

2006-06-02T17:18:06Z

HEY! Guess what non-existing readers?! I'M TOTALLY AT SCHOOL!!! yay! not really. I was supposed to be working on a project but i finished really early! So, i was like "Hey! Let's go see what's up with LJ!" and that's what i am doing. I only have 1 full day of school left and it's a monday. Ew monday but YAY SUMMER!!!

XOX

DEDX_X

2006-05-31T01:16:30Z

i have the worst allergie problems! I feel like i'm dying! rar! I hate this time of year... ok I kinda lied. So yeah i passed all my OGTs and now i don't have to take finals! I get out of school 3.5 days early! yay!!!

organicwings @ 2006-04-30T19:06:00

2006-04-30T23:10:35Z

Just updating... not that any one reads this...

Watching a lot of some slightly older animes that i like lately. I kinda like it. It makes me remember good times of my childhood. I miss being a child. Life was so fullfilling. I played games and it seemed that there was always something to do. Now there's always something to do, but it's nothing intresting or exciting. Mostly school work. I wish life was more exciting. I wish... I wish a lot of things.

organicwings @ 2006-02-11T13:46:00

2006-02-11T18:49:46Z

hey. i havent written in a looong time. yay. but i guess nothing is really new. im bored of my life tho. Its the same thing all the time and all the people are freakishly predictable and that just not fun any more. even the new friends are becoming preditcable. i need to get out of here. i guess thats kinda normal i guess. but im tired of being normal. i mean yesterday it was awsome i was really enercetic and inspired and now the feel is gone. joy.

sick

2006-01-30T23:38:05Z

so today i was sick... kinda. i didnt sleep well and i didnt want to go to school and i am getting sick so i stayed home. i kinda feel guilty. i feel more sick right now tho. I feel bad. And im horrid at keeping secrets.

organicwings @ 2006-01-28T23:59:00

2006-01-29T05:02:26Z

well today i made a secret xanga! a place where i dont use my real name so that way... no one knows about my real problems! its kinda weird that i think i have to be secretive about my feelings from my friends. but, in a way, i do, so it's not so weird. it guess it's really complicated and it suits me fine. i'm finally starting to feel happy abou trying to take controll of my life for once!

PO'D

2006-01-27T21:12:02Z

well this week was rather hecktic! i have new classes in the morning and i missed the first day because of a doctors appointment. Then after that, play try outs! The spring musical this year is INTO THE WOODS. I made call backs! For like the 4th time ever! but just like times before... i didnt get a part. I LOST MY PART TO A EFFIN FRESHMEN!! so tonight im gunna go get fat with my friends and be depressed. joy.

long weekend

2006-01-22T19:51:12Z

well last week was mid-terms and it was kinda weird. i didnt really study and i want to say i did well... but i probably didnt. i dunno what to think right now. so since it was mid-terms we have a long weekend. and it didnt really feel that long ya kno? i mean its sunday already and that blows like a cheap whore. i kinda wish it would last longer. i didnt do much.

organicwings @ 2006-01-15T21:30:00

2006-01-16T02:30:24Z

HEY THE NON-EXISTING PEOPLE THAT READ THIS!!! im at my cousin's house! shes seriously the coolest for someone younger. she doesnt kno who william moseley is and im like exploding in her face to show her! WE MUST SEARCH!!!

XOX

Happy Saturday the 14th!

2006-01-14T19:01:48Z

Happy Saturday the 14th! For me yesterday was an amazing day! All the friends came over and we danced and talked and got slushies from gas station and jefffff ran his car into a tree in my yard. but thats our secret kay? *wink* Any way! i think i'm the only one on LJ without friends and its pointless to keep writing if no one is going to read!!!

XOX

organicwings @ 2006-01-08T01:27:00

2006-01-08T06:30:16Z

wellp! today was ken-ken's birthday and it was nice cuz i went and hung out with all the awsome kids from t-burg! christian came, and we decided to hang out durring next weekend! i cant wait... but it mean my week will drag on FOREVER! rar!

organicwings @ 2006-01-05T20:13:00

2006-01-06T01:16:32Z

so, finally i actually took an icon because i could tell the creator i did. i'd feel bad if i didnt. so yeah. i have no friends yet, and therefor no one is reading this. Sad wings... sad wings...

Being New

2006-01-05T00:25:56Z

The classic first entry. I'm new here. ok... thats enough. I've never been new to any where before! Excpet maybe xanga... but that was sooo easy! I like it here! i've been coming to live journal to look at the icons and stuff for a long time. New member tho. Yay. ok im done.